2.24.07
Have you even been so busy that you don't
know what day it was? Have you ever shown up for 10:30 Sunday Mass
at 10:45 on Friday morning? Do you check you own website to see
what you're doing that day? Is the closest thing to a date the 3am
documentary you saw on the History Channel about Butala Warrior
Princes? Have you ever gone 2 months and not updated your journal
entries? Well that's how we've been feeling the last few months.
Both of us have been working hard
and are getting ready for another
short sprint around the nation. March is
going to be a very crazy month for us, but we're looking forward
to a little rest in April while we prepare for our exciting summer
schedule.
TP
12.05.06
A lot of you are wondering how our trip
to Las Vegas for the NFCYM conference was and, to be perfectly honest,
I think we are still unsure of how to put it into words. To be short
and to the point, it went amazingly well. We were able to introduce
Hiking4Jesus to the many youth ministers from all over the country
and we look forward to staying in contact with them and traveling
to meet their youth groups. Also, Tom did a great job with his eight
minutes on stage and got a chance to share with the Catholic youth
ministry what the rest of us already knew; God has given him a wonderful
gift for music. The future is looking bright for Hiking4Jesus, but,
as always, keep those prayers coming!
Beyond simply the happenings
of the conference, there is a lesson we have learned that we want
to pass along to you. In the spirit of Las Vegas, we want to encourage
everyone to gamble. Now, we aren’t talking about gambling
in the sense of throwing money away or acting irresponsibly. We
are talking about the kind of risk taking that is involved when
you truly feel like God is calling you to take action, to start
a ministry, or to serve Him in some way. In so many ways, it’s
a gamble of the heart. However, if you have taken the risk with
a sincere heart and a lot of prayer, the odds are totally in your
favor.
The honest to goodness
truth is that we didn’t gamble a penny in Vegas, we were
too busy. But, in so many other ways we have placed all our chips
out on the table and bet on God’s grace and mercy and that
he has called our friendship to this ministry. We are content
with this wager because, no matter how the dice may roll, we will
always have our faith and each other.
11.26.06
As we write this, we are smack in the
middle of our October/November marathon. These last two months
have easily been the busiest of our young ministry and we are
exhausted, overwhelmed, energized and more committed than ever!
If it's possible, in these past few months of our ministry we
have only become closer friends and more in love with our faith
and God. Thanks to all those churches and youth groups that we've
hung out with these last few months. Here is a quick rundown of
just a few of the highlights from the last month (it would take
a novel to mention them all):
Preston had a great time
helping out with the Smoky Mountain Deanery Search retreat, the
team did an amazing job and the Searchers were awesome. He also
had a great time dressing up like a Ninja Turtle with some of
the crazy guys from the Our Lady of Fatima Youth Group for Halloween,
you can check out some of those pictures on his myspace page.
Yes, those costumes were made for ages 7 – 9, but we make
them look good!
Tom had an amazing experience
on his mission trip in Brazil; we encourage everyone to go to
his Myspace blog entitled the "Hands of Christ." His
life has truly been impacted for the better and he can't wait
to get back out there and serve. In fact, he's already planning
another trip to Mexico this spring. Tom has also booked some concerts
at local coffee houses around Knoxville for December and January,
so check them out and we hope to see you there. Don't be afraid
to come by yourself, Preston will be at every show cheering on
his best friend and drinking entirely too much caffeine, so you
won't be alone.
Speaking of the "Hands
of Christ", that was the theme of the amazing Diocese Youth
Conference in Johnson City, TN with Steve Agrisano and Jesse Manibusan.
We are thankful for all those kids that showed up to our workshop
about international missions. Don't forget about our challenge,
together we can change the world! We also had the added excitement
of driving Jesse Manibusan two hours to the Knoxville Airport.
We are so grateful to Jesse for being such a great mentor to us
as we start our life of ministry. Jesse is an amazing friend and
certified Catholic Ninja! We encourage everyone to check out his
new DVD in the "trading post" section of our website.
Finally, you may notice
that our website has a brand new look. Thanks to our dear friend
Katie Wagner for taking pictures for us and for being an amazing
inspiration of what it means to be a Christian.
Next stop Las Vegas, Nevada
and the National Conference on Catholic Youth Ministry. Pray for
us!
10.18.06
If
Tom and I had to point to a specific day that Hiking4Jesus was
truly born, we’d both probably pick the Diocese Of Knoxville
“Youth Leadership Institute (YLI)” in the summer of
2006. The following journal entries are from last summer, just
following YLI, and were originally posted on our Myspace pages:
Well, my best friend Preston
and I just spent an amazing week in Gatlinburg with the future
leaders of the Catholic Diocese. These kids were simply amazing.
It's awesome to see how God is present among us and how He's working
through their lives. Preston and I had the chance to share our
friendship and faith with so many. I think that after this week,
we both feel validation from God and the future of our ministry.
We keep saying we don't know where we're going, or where God's
leading us. Of Course that's the same for anyone. If we knew where
He was taking us, then it wouldn't be any fun. Let the adventure
continue. Don't forget to tell your friends that you love them.
You don't know when it will be your last. Pray for us. We love
you! Tom
To the kids of YLI:
Almost a full week after our YLI experience has ended and I am
still overwhelmed by the awesomeness of all the people I met.
Tom and I have had many discussions since last Wednesday about
how much each and every one of you touched our lives. If any of
you have read my blog "writing my thoughts down" or
Tom's "learning patience", you know that we are two
friends who are often uncertain about what God calling us to so,
or where our ministry is taking us. We both want you to know that
this last week you all really and truly helped us to see a little
clearer.
There are these amazing
moments in life when the fog of uncertainty is lifted and for
one moment, one shining moment, the path that God has set before
you is clear. It seems to happen in an all too brief second and
I find myself in that second both thrilled and filled with anxiety.
On the one hand, I am shocked and delighted to see the path, but
at the same time I try desperately to memorize the often-shrouded
road for when the doubt filled fog surrounds me again. I don't
let the finiteness of this moment take away from the transcendence
of the truth revealed. I let it seep into me, every bit of me,
like the summer sun on an upturned face...eyes closed with a lukewarm
breeze. When I open my eyes in the twilight of the vision I am
comforted, not by the road ahead of me, but by the people I see
on the journey with me. Loneliness is the greatest danger of the
fog filled vision. But now I see those who have gone before me
and I take heart. Most importantly, I see those on the road with
me and it reminds me that, if I feel alone, the rare crystal clear
vision isn't something for which I need to wait. Instead, often
times, I just need to reach out and find the hand of a friend.
With my friend I can walk with confidence into the uncertainty.
Again, let me say "Thank
You" from both Tom and me. Remember what we talked about
in our workshop! This life journey is sometimes confusing and
hard, but it is also a wonderful adventure. Thanks for being part
of our journey and anytime you need us, don't hesitate to get
in touch. Pray for us! Preston
10.15.06
We realized that if you started with our first journal entry on
our website that you’d be coming in, in the middle of our
story. In true George Lucas, Star Wars form, we’ve provided
a few prequels. These journal entries were originally posted on
your Myspace pages.
The first set of
blogs comes from the beginning of the summer. In so many ways
it was this summer that Tom and I finally started to surrender
to the call to start our ministry. I think, looking back at these
thoughts, you can really see the Holy Spirit working in our lives
and the frustrations of two people struggling to answer God’s
Call…
::Preston’s
blog “Writing my thoughts down”::
Some of you may
have heard the rumors that I'm considering writing a book. After
hearing me speak at a church someone came up who does that kind
of thing for a living and told me I should really consider writing
my thoughts down. So here I am ...writing thoughts down .... I
have no clue what I'm doing.
Ok, so I know that I’m not that old, but it’s the
oldest I've ever been. I’m only a few months away from being
25. How is it that none of my mentors or friends warned me of
the possibility of a quarter life crises? I had to hear it in
a John Mayer song for goodness sake. It’s just that all
my life I imagined 25 to be an age where I would, without a shadow
of a doubt, have figured out the world. I thought with age inevitably
comes wisdom. I'm not sure why I have held on to that childhood
fantasy above all of the others, but if I'm honest with my self,
I think I held on to that dream even into my college years. Such
notions were all I had that first year at Maryville College when
the idea of being out in the world on my own was overwhelming
If I had any clue that a full three years after I had graduated
I wouldn’t have all the answers it may have been entirely
too much for me to handle.
This is not to say that I am completely lost. In fact, I'm the
farthest from lost that I’ve ever been. I've been through
an incredible journey and I have learned a great deal about my
self and the world around me. As I look back on the people and
events that have shaped my faith I am amazed and slightly confused
at the many different ways God has chosen to reveal Himself. My
best friend, Tom, says I over analyze everything and he’s
probably right - of course to be sure I'd have to think about
that a little more.
Actually, as I write this I am riding next to Tom in the car listening
to music and feeling the steady hum of the road beneath us. We
are somewhere just outside of Savannah, Georgia, where we just
led a group of high school students from Our Lady of Fatima Catholic
Church in a week of volunteer service and reflection. I realize
in this moment that I am happy. So many times I have no idea of
the larger picture and so I cherish when, in these very small
moments, I feel that I am doing what God has called me to do.
They are few and far between, but these are my favorite moments.
I can't help but feel that all my trials and troubles and all
those people in my past have led me up to these moments and our
ministry, this ministry that seems to have come out of no where.
At the same time that I am happy my heart is also hesitant. Who
are we that we should be called to such a thing? Who are we that
other people should care about what Tom and I think or say?
I'm ok with these questions swirling around in my mind. In fact,
if there is a core concept of our ministry it is that we are imperfect
and that, while we don’t have the answers, we have made
the commitment to keep searching. Maybe that’s what I need
to write about, my journey thus far. Maybe the story is about
how I have found myself here, and how here is often the only place
I’m sure of. Maybe the story is of how the struggles with
the religion of my youth, my work with physically and sexually
abused children and my travels abroad have led me to the faith
I hold today. How I wanted so badly to see the world in black
and white and ended up finding God in the grey. How I have moved
from being a clueless freshman in college to, at best, being a
clueless freshman in life. How God sent me a friend just as lost
as me and made our separate pasts a common present. And, how God
has taken stupid, broken us and asked us to use that brokenness
to show forth his whole and complete love.
Here we are driving, like so many times before, with only a vague
notion of where we are going, but enjoying the journey just the
same because of our sincere, yet shaky, faith in God and in the
friendship to which he has called us...
Pray for us, this is going to be harder than I thought.
Preston
:: Tom’s
blog “Learning Patience”::
So, have you ever
been going somewhere without knowing where you were going? Wanting
to do something but not knowing how? Well, right now in my life,
I feel that's exactly where I stand. For the past several months,
I've been frustrated more than anything. Not because I don't enjoy
my life, because I am extremely blessed. I feel as if I am being
called to something greater and what that is, I'm not sure. Sitting
here thinking about that really scares me. I've found comfort
in life, but that comfort in the routine can get stagnant very
quickly. I feel ready to break out of the calm waters and jump
into to crashing waves of the future. I know that what and wherever
it is, the love and presence of Christ will carry me.
I am confident that throughout the journey ahead, I'll have some
great people by my side for support and to help keep me grounded.
One of those people in particular is my best friend, Preston.
Just when I feel like our friendship has touched the deepest part
of my heart, we have another late night conversation and God brings
us to an even deeper place. What a gift! We both feel that God
is calling us to share our friendship. I can't wait to see where
God takes us down the road. What will our ministry be named? Who
will God have us reach? I don't know, but I'm ready! Pray for
us!
TOM
10.11.06
Welcome to our website and our
very first journal entry. Honestly, we’re not totally sure
what this journal is all about. We have been blessed to meet so
many people on our journey these last few months that we hope
this space can be a way of keeping in touch and sharing what’s
happening in our lives. This may even be a kind of behind the
scenes look at what it takes to start a ministry from the ground
up, not to mention random thoughts and reflections from, perhaps,
the two most random guys around. Maybe it can be like that show
on MTV, The Real World, except with morals and without a cool
house (Although, Tom is saving up to build an amazing log cabin.
Preston, on the other hand, will be living in his crappy apartment
for the foreseeable future). We could even have a cool over lapping
voice intro like:
This is the story
(this is the story) of two best (of two best friends) called by
God to start a ministry (by God to start a ministry). This is
the real world…Hiking4Jesus!
For those of you
that could read the above and actually hear the beginning of the
Real World, congratulations! You watch entirely too much television.
But don’t worry, you’re in good company- last Saturday
we sat in the basement of Tom’s parent’s house and
watched the entire second season of LOST, only breaking to go
to the restroom, eat at Moe’s, and save a bunch of nun’s
from a burning school bus (Ok, two of those are true). After 13
straight hours of watching the entire season, we discovered we
had failed to rent the sixth DVD containing the last few episodes…we
cried. .
See how much you
are learning about us, already? The future looks bright, the possibilities
are endless, so stay tuned. And please know that we love all of
you, we pray for you everyday, but if any of you tell us what
happened in that last episode of LOST then you are dead to us!
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